Make your tears last.

Make your tears last,

Don't cry my dear.

I shutter at your weakness.

Don't go, Don't leave my stranded heart.

Feel your power,

Embrace me in your arms.

Don't shed another tear.

Don't leave me tonight.

Haven't wrote in a while.

Somethings have been happening- That I either just wanted to hide,

Or not want to write any emotions down, or talk about it for that matter.

It has been boring lately, Lonley.

Hung out with a good friend called Beccy.

We went to the store; and bought some of our favorite foods-

Then cooked it; and ate over a candlelight lunch;

It was amazing-
Also listened to Shania Twain just like we used to do when we were 9 aha!
Lots of memories, Lots of fun.

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I went to ortho today; and got my retainer-
It's clear so no one can tell i'm wearing it -
But It feels like everyone can, It feels like i'm wearing a mouth guard.
Hate it, but whatever- My teeth are perfectly straight; so got to keep them that way.

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I have so many plans for this year;

Travelling, and a few things with a couple peopl are already planned out-
Also a friend is coming here.
Going to be interesting, say the least.

2010 deffinatly is going to hide many secrets-

Lets just see how fast it takes for them to surface...

Murderous Envy

Murderous Envy

A power stance,

Contain my words in your brain,

Make the meaning seep into your skull,

I am your murder,

My words the victim,

Listen to what I have to say,

For I reflect the future.

Good Morning.

What a shitty night and morning it has been.
I got no sleep at all last night, Horrible.
Now its really dark, and thundering- Perfect for my mood.
So as i'm sitting here, I just can't stop thinking about things.
Knowing how badly i've messed up since Summer.
Hurting someone I truley love.
Compltely disregarding any friendships.
Deffinatly a shitty end to 2009.
Today my time is devoted to killing people in COD.
Letting out all my fustration.

So, I believe everyone should Add my good friend Seege2009 (twitter)
and check out his blog www.seege2009.blogspot.com
He has helped me through a hard time, that will sure get harder as the time progresses.
I'm so glad to have met him; and been able to talk with him.

Hope you all have a good day

xoxo
Poison

Have you ever loved?

Have you ever loved?
Painful love, Squeezing your heart - Feeling every beat throughout your body.

Have you ever loved?
Heaertache love, Making you dizzy and sweat- Thinking about life without them.

Have you ever loved?
Forgetful love, When you can't remeber the feeling of their lips upon your own.
Have you ever loved?
Everlasting love, When your heart will be given to no other.

Please tell me, Have you ever loved me the way I loved you.

A brand new day.

Oh, It's going to be a wonderful day-
I feel it deep inside my bones!
Pretty much fell asleep on the phone with my boyfriend, Then got woken up by yet another phone call from him.
It was lovely <3

I am currently working on a poem called "Everlasting beating heart" I will post it as soon as I get it finished, Most deffinatly. Today, I am changing my Blog Layout- Yay! If anyone is into the whole blog template thing, either your always searching for one yourself- Or you can actually create ones. I'm looking for a layout similar to my twitter; The pink Zebra background! Any zebra would be cool- but of course; ME = PINK aha

If anyone has xbox live- my gamer tag is: xTERRORxSJLLx
I'm deffinatly not the best gamer out there, But I feel as though for a girl- I'm rockin it.

COD4, COD: World at War and COD MW2 is pretty much all I play.
If anyone wants to like give me a review for any other amazing game just let me know-
I have a decent amount of games, but never play them-
Including Tony Hawk RIDE; aha-
That game I played for like an hour; Then as soon as they told me to balance on the skateboard - I was like...... F this shit. aha

Okay, So I have stated in my interests that I like photography-
I feel as if Everyone enjoys photography, How could you not?
So i'm going to post a picture I took from about a year or two ago;

Morgan Anita Joyce

I have alot more, so If you want to see them, Just leave a comment.
I have alot of Landscapes, Sunsets, Water, Portraits, Objects... Pretty much anything I got it.
And anything you want to see in perticular I could probablly go out and take too! Hehe.

Okay, I'll probablly be writing again in a bit-
Today feels like a blogging today!

xoxo
Poison

Prisoner.

I'm a prisoner to the world.
Chains around me, Surronding my body, Unable to break free.

Loosing air, Blurry vision.

I know its my time to go.

No one will save me, For nobody cares.

I'm fading slowly, Life seems dull.

Will anyone care when the darkness over takes me?

I am hidden from the world.

No one can find me.
Lost in a dark abyss.

Where all my pain runs free.

Every last sorrow escapes from my body.

Leaving me weak and thoughtless.

How did things get so bad.

My hand shakes, My body sweats.

I've turned into a black hole.

No where to go.

Just running from everything sad.

I become captured, and slowly fade.
As the world outisde wonders where I am..

Bedazzle.

Alright,
So I haven't written in about two days.
I had a horrible day yesterday, Wasn't feeling well-
But then the lovely devin came to the rescue and took me out at 9:30PM
So my night was deffinatly amazing, <3 And we saw a fantastic movie called; The book of Eli-

MOVIE REVIEW:

Kay, so at first I thought that this movie was going to be shit -
Devin just told me it was a movie he wanted to see, and he gave me a few dorky facts like "Post-Apocolypse" etc.
I deffinatly didn't think it was going to be something I enjoyed-
But it was incredible.
The movie is basically about Eli's Journey travelling west-
After the world is pretty much a wreck; and theres hardly many people around-
It's a struggle just to find water, and things needed for survival;
God told Eli to travel west, and that God himself would look over him and protect him-
So he does some crazy jackie-chan shit; Kills people who attempt to kill him-
Etc etc.
The ending was a shocker though; Not going to tell you what is-
But your just going to be like "WTF; how did he manage to do some cool shit!" O_O

So I started to Bedazzle some electronics today; Including my Samsung Cellphone and JVC Youtube Video Camera next up is a Tamagochi; aha-
I got to stop at the craft store tomorrow to get new rhinstones and jewels to decorate! Yay
And yes, I'm a Tamagochi addict now, the old school kicking in- But whatever;
Dont care what people say about it, Aha; Its my own little bet;
Hehe <3

Kay, My phones vibrating off the hook, and i'm getting facebook notifactions so i'm going to stop writing!
Twitter: Poison_Inked
Facebook: Http://www.facebook.com/Stephanie.SJLL

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