Make your tears last.

Make your tears last,

Don't cry my dear.

I shutter at your weakness.

Don't go, Don't leave my stranded heart.

Feel your power,

Embrace me in your arms.

Don't shed another tear.

Don't leave me tonight.

Haven't wrote in a while.

Somethings have been happening- That I either just wanted to hide,

Or not want to write any emotions down, or talk about it for that matter.

It has been boring lately, Lonley.

Hung out with a good friend called Beccy.

We went to the store; and bought some of our favorite foods-

Then cooked it; and ate over a candlelight lunch;

It was amazing-
Also listened to Shania Twain just like we used to do when we were 9 aha!
Lots of memories, Lots of fun.

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I went to ortho today; and got my retainer-
It's clear so no one can tell i'm wearing it -
But It feels like everyone can, It feels like i'm wearing a mouth guard.
Hate it, but whatever- My teeth are perfectly straight; so got to keep them that way.

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I have so many plans for this year;

Travelling, and a few things with a couple peopl are already planned out-
Also a friend is coming here.
Going to be interesting, say the least.

2010 deffinatly is going to hide many secrets-

Lets just see how fast it takes for them to surface...

Murderous Envy

Murderous Envy

A power stance,

Contain my words in your brain,

Make the meaning seep into your skull,

I am your murder,

My words the victim,

Listen to what I have to say,

For I reflect the future.

Good Morning.

What a shitty night and morning it has been.
I got no sleep at all last night, Horrible.
Now its really dark, and thundering- Perfect for my mood.
So as i'm sitting here, I just can't stop thinking about things.
Knowing how badly i've messed up since Summer.
Hurting someone I truley love.
Compltely disregarding any friendships.
Deffinatly a shitty end to 2009.
Today my time is devoted to killing people in COD.
Letting out all my fustration.

So, I believe everyone should Add my good friend Seege2009 (twitter)
and check out his blog www.seege2009.blogspot.com
He has helped me through a hard time, that will sure get harder as the time progresses.
I'm so glad to have met him; and been able to talk with him.

Hope you all have a good day

xoxo
Poison

Have you ever loved?

Have you ever loved?
Painful love, Squeezing your heart - Feeling every beat throughout your body.

Have you ever loved?
Heaertache love, Making you dizzy and sweat- Thinking about life without them.

Have you ever loved?
Forgetful love, When you can't remeber the feeling of their lips upon your own.
Have you ever loved?
Everlasting love, When your heart will be given to no other.

Please tell me, Have you ever loved me the way I loved you.

A brand new day.

Oh, It's going to be a wonderful day-
I feel it deep inside my bones!
Pretty much fell asleep on the phone with my boyfriend, Then got woken up by yet another phone call from him.
It was lovely <3

I am currently working on a poem called "Everlasting beating heart" I will post it as soon as I get it finished, Most deffinatly. Today, I am changing my Blog Layout- Yay! If anyone is into the whole blog template thing, either your always searching for one yourself- Or you can actually create ones. I'm looking for a layout similar to my twitter; The pink Zebra background! Any zebra would be cool- but of course; ME = PINK aha

If anyone has xbox live- my gamer tag is: xTERRORxSJLLx
I'm deffinatly not the best gamer out there, But I feel as though for a girl- I'm rockin it.

COD4, COD: World at War and COD MW2 is pretty much all I play.
If anyone wants to like give me a review for any other amazing game just let me know-
I have a decent amount of games, but never play them-
Including Tony Hawk RIDE; aha-
That game I played for like an hour; Then as soon as they told me to balance on the skateboard - I was like...... F this shit. aha

Okay, So I have stated in my interests that I like photography-
I feel as if Everyone enjoys photography, How could you not?
So i'm going to post a picture I took from about a year or two ago;

Morgan Anita Joyce

I have alot more, so If you want to see them, Just leave a comment.
I have alot of Landscapes, Sunsets, Water, Portraits, Objects... Pretty much anything I got it.
And anything you want to see in perticular I could probablly go out and take too! Hehe.

Okay, I'll probablly be writing again in a bit-
Today feels like a blogging today!

xoxo
Poison

Prisoner.

I'm a prisoner to the world.
Chains around me, Surronding my body, Unable to break free.

Loosing air, Blurry vision.

I know its my time to go.

No one will save me, For nobody cares.

I'm fading slowly, Life seems dull.

Will anyone care when the darkness over takes me?

I am hidden from the world.

No one can find me.
Lost in a dark abyss.

Where all my pain runs free.

Every last sorrow escapes from my body.

Leaving me weak and thoughtless.

How did things get so bad.

My hand shakes, My body sweats.

I've turned into a black hole.

No where to go.

Just running from everything sad.

I become captured, and slowly fade.
As the world outisde wonders where I am..

Bedazzle.

Alright,
So I haven't written in about two days.
I had a horrible day yesterday, Wasn't feeling well-
But then the lovely devin came to the rescue and took me out at 9:30PM
So my night was deffinatly amazing, <3 And we saw a fantastic movie called; The book of Eli-

MOVIE REVIEW:

Kay, so at first I thought that this movie was going to be shit -
Devin just told me it was a movie he wanted to see, and he gave me a few dorky facts like "Post-Apocolypse" etc.
I deffinatly didn't think it was going to be something I enjoyed-
But it was incredible.
The movie is basically about Eli's Journey travelling west-
After the world is pretty much a wreck; and theres hardly many people around-
It's a struggle just to find water, and things needed for survival;
God told Eli to travel west, and that God himself would look over him and protect him-
So he does some crazy jackie-chan shit; Kills people who attempt to kill him-
Etc etc.
The ending was a shocker though; Not going to tell you what is-
But your just going to be like "WTF; how did he manage to do some cool shit!" O_O

So I started to Bedazzle some electronics today; Including my Samsung Cellphone and JVC Youtube Video Camera next up is a Tamagochi; aha-
I got to stop at the craft store tomorrow to get new rhinstones and jewels to decorate! Yay
And yes, I'm a Tamagochi addict now, the old school kicking in- But whatever;
Dont care what people say about it, Aha; Its my own little bet;
Hehe <3

Kay, My phones vibrating off the hook, and i'm getting facebook notifactions so i'm going to stop writing!
Twitter: Poison_Inked
Facebook: Http://www.facebook.com/Stephanie.SJLL

<3

Hehehe.

Alrighty,
I'm really fustrated at Blogger grrr!
Won't let me comment on seege's posts..
I'm stll determined, Bahaha!
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I GET MY BRACES OFFF TODAY!
I got my bottoms off a couple of weeks ago, but.... tops are x10 more important..
And they are gone today! :)
YAY!
And then going to get my G1 afterwards..
I've hardly studied aha, Haven't even picked up the book- Just did online practice test.
But whatevs; I've been driving random shit my whole life; so road signs are like easy- rules and shit for cars though... Thats what I'm doing the practice test for aha
Mm! and going to the mall, as every day aha!
But I need a new leather jacket; cause mine went MIA-
Someone deffinatly jacked it.. Hurmpfs.
And I need new wedge boots; cause a certain boy hates my uggs bahaha.
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So twitter made it clear that nearly everything I do, or say is being monitored by someone...
So now I need to watch what I say baha.
God don't you just hate that? I like talking about whatever I please to.
Such a nasty habit; But I love it heheheh.
Another nsaty habit... saying "hehehe"
Even in real life my laugh chnaged into this evil little girl laugh;
No wonder people call me F**ked aha.
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Anywayssss..
I got to practice some more, Than get all ready and what not..
<3
J'adore you.

Wow

Alright, Today I realized that I cannot cook.
I attempted to make perogies but it just didn't work.
Smoke everywhere, And now I have a headache from it.
Disgusting-
I'm so excited for tomorrow.
I'm going to go take my drivers test, so I can get my G1 finally.
Hate that they have been on strike for SO long.
Also, I am getting my braces off. Yay for straight teeth!
Except I have to wear a see through retainer for a pretty long time-
But whatever, "Yay for straight teeth!"
I am offically 100% in love with elvis and if he was a live still I would marry him.
At 75 i'm sure he would still be handsome? Aha.
Can anyone say... GOLD DIGGER-
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Kay so I live in this semi-small town.
Well they are trying to make it bigger, which kinda sucks.
And the street I live in never has anything going on- cause its all old people!
But this car randomly stopped infront of my house and two guys came out of it and they started swearing at eachother - and fighting; and honking.
It was entertaining,
It was like MTV infront of my house- I was really excited aha!
Of course my sister, being blonde- Was freaking out thinking that they were going to steal her car aha!
But it was funny. It made my whole day.
Love gangster guys who think they are the shit and can kill everything in their sight.
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Follow me on twitter: Poison_Inked
yay!

The Green Monster.

The Green Monster-
That is jealousy right?
Well, I have a bad case of it; and it's really annoying.
Bad habit, and I wish I could shake it.
There really isnt any point to being jealous.
Everyone is there own person, and we should just accept that. Right?
I do accept myself, I am proud of my body and the way I look.
But I do get insecure, I'm not perfect.

I deffinatly am not flawless.

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Anyways!
To get to know me a little more;
Heres another picture of me :)
I only have the one picture of me posted on both my twitter, and blog.
This picture is kind of old, But hey! Atleast you get to see what I look like..
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I like to draw, and write, and alter clothes!
So if you want me to draw soemthing specific, write a poem, ... so on and so forth..
Let me know.. I'm up to the challenge. :)

Time for a change..

2009 was a drag.
I think many people can agree, that it wasn't the finest year.
I'm so excited for 2010.
I get to travel to Paris/Italy and Venice in March with my Fashion Class.
Spending a couple days at a fashion college, which is going to me an amazing experience!
I get to start an amazing year with my boyfriend Devin-
And hopefully we can go on some crazy adventures this year.
This is going to sound super dorky, but theirs a Harry Potter Exhibition going on at the Ontario Science Centre in April; and I really want to go!
There's going to be props from the actual movie displayed, a full room replica of the griffindo common room and great hall, You also get to try on a sorting hat just for fun- and pull a myndrake out of its pot in a herbology class; Just like in Harry Potter!
Aha,
I deffinatly dont look like the kind of girl to be into this stuff,
But I love it, I got a major dork side to me.
Can't wait for this year!
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Ortho appoitment at 6:30 tonight... Nervous aha!

Review

Good Morning!
I had a very interesting dream last night.
I was running through a maze, I had to beat the clock or else the world would blow up.
Sounds kind of far fetched right?
As I was running I was thinking about life and the world.
If I didn't beat the clock and the world blew up would it matter?
Everyone would be dead, and for those who believe in the after life- they'd be together again?
I woke up in the middle of the dream- I wish I knew how it ended.
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Before you read into my life, I should tell you a bit about myself.
My name is Stephanie- or Stephy.
I am 16 years old.
I don't go to school, and I don't have a job-
Many people by hearing this thinks that my life is over.
I go back to school in february.
I took a little break from it, and i've heard from a lot of people how big of a mistake that was.
But it was the greatest thing I have ever done.
I feel like i've found myself.
I have had so much free time to focus on things I love, and to think about life.
But, I'm sure you'll hear more about this later as I proceed further in this blog.
This blog is almost like my diary, a very public diary.
I'll talk about everything I love;
Fashion, Celebrity Gossip, Xbox, etc..
I'll give you product reviews about;
Makeup, Videogames, Random objects
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Theres alot to come so don't miss out!

Welcome to the world of Poison Inked..
I created this blog just to clear my head, and write about anything and everything.
The username Poison Inked is used on my Twitter account, so search me for insider status updates.
I always have a new story to tell, Wether it be a bad one or good one.
My life is a huge adventure.
Be prepared to join a rollarcoaster of emotions, and battle life by my side- as you venture through my blog, Reading about drama and my interests that will soon be yours too.
The fun begins...

xoxo,
Poison